Dreamy’s Blog

So Holland won the semi finals, yay! And me and Iris got very drunk But too bad we lost in the Finals. I was really crying and felt like shit. And I could’ve known that they would let us down again. I haven’t watched WC/EC for 10years. Because 10years ago Holland lost against Italy and since than I couldn’t watch it anymore. And now I’m not sure if i still want to watch soccer…

Friday Iris celebrated her 19th Birthday and it was really fun! Too bad all her friends let her down and didn’t show up or even didn’t cancel. But thank God Iris has her nice roomies who are there for her Love you girl!!

Yesterday I went to The Hague, nearby Kijkduin beach. Sid lives there so I’m now at his house. Sid is working his ass off, and his brother is sitting on the couch next to me playing a game. He said I talk too much, do I?? *looks innocent* But it’s really great to be here, because I feel really at home in The Hague. My sister lived here from 1999 till 2002. So I know the neighborhood very well And I still come here a few times a year to go to the beach and bring memories back up. So awesome And hopefully I will come more often here because of Sid, would be cool ^^ And I’m also glad the temperature is lower than last week, more relaxed for me

Thanks for those who remembered my Birthday and left a comment, message on msn/irc/mobile, called or send me a card, THANK YOU!! Thanks Iris for decorating the whole house with balloons and garlands, so sweet! I didn’t really celebrate my Birthday, only 3 friends came over, and for the rest my housemates were there. My friends gave me money, always nice

Iris  gave me  and (Only mine is silver and not from plastic ) And Sid gave me a freakin’ nice and expensive Parfum from Juicy Couture! Really sweet (the parfum and Sid ♥ ).

It was a really nice but small Birthday Too bad Sidney wasn’t here on that day, but he really made up this weekend I even had a little suprise for him, again.. Iris is very good in making bracelets with rope. So I asked her if she could make 2 bracelets, for me and Sid. In the colours of his favourite soccerteam, ADO Den-Haag. Green and Yellow, strangly enough also the colours of Brazil Cute huh ps. look on the second picture what’s on the telly :+

Further I didn’t do that much, because I was on strong medication for a week and my dermatologist removed a few moles on my body and he stitched it. So I couldn’t swim for 2 weeks, but tonight I can swim again, FUCK YEAH!  And thank god it’s not that warm today, because the last couple of days I felt really as sick as a cat. Throwing up and stuff.. I like sunny and warm weather, but I just don’t like it too hot

Also tomorrow it’s time for “The Dreamy Show” and as usual I’ve got some nice music lined up for you, but you can always make requests or shoutouts and you can also call me live during my show via Skype! For more details, click the banner below!

So tomorrow The Dreamy Show on ClanBaseRadio from 7-8pm CET. Make sure to tune in!

PS. Tomorrow I will be onair from 7-8!pm instead of 9. Because tomorrow is Uruguay – Holland playing for the WorldCup! And I really don’t want to miss this! Damn, I think I’m getting a soccer addict again

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Yes! Today the 27th is my Birthday, w00t!

Yeah it has been a few since my last post. I’m a bit struggling with my health lately. Lots of headaches and traffic in my brain and now I’m on antibiotics, but they seem to help. But they make me feel dizzy and lazy. The traffic in my brain is related to my past and borderline. I am really insecure about myself. Am I good enough for people? I’m trying to be, but I admit that I’m not perfect and yes I make mistakes. But however, I always try to be nice to everyone and I’m always honest! But working on that and getting progress finaly!

Like last weekend Sid came over and he was very suprised when he came into my room! Candles, roseleafs, music, etc.. I did that because on that day we were 8weeks together and today even 2 months ♥<3♥ I really am kinda addicted to Sid I guess haha! But I just want to make him happy and I think that’s working out pretty good I even put on soccer for him, because I knew he wanted to see it and he almost forgot about it. Ain’t I a Dreamy woman? You probably wonder why I’m still insecure if I’m good enough?  That’s what I was questioning myself as well after last weekend.. Silly isn’t it? But yeah I really suprised him, noone ever did that for him before. +1 for Dreamy

I’m really bored now Sid went to Spain with a friend of him. I really miss him a lot It’s so quiet without him. Although I really hope he has a great time in Spain, he really deserved it! He’ll be back on Tuesday \o/ Too bad he will be still there when I have my Birthday, which is upcoming Sunday. But that’s how it is.. I’m gonna buy chocolate cake for Sunday, hmmm cake!!! Not really gonna throw a party I think, feeling dizzy of the meds anyway! So anyhow, done typing for tonight, my hand is sleeping..

Yes I am trying to get healthier! Since wednesday the 2nd of June I quit smoking cigarettes It’s stupid anyway to smoke cigarettes. It has no effect except for being addicting, throwing  your money away and makes you taste like an ashtray I still do aquafitness stuffy and I also do breakfast since a week or something. Not always nice because I don’t really have an apetite lately, but a “brinta wake up” shake always works (that sounds weird to be honest).

I always have many dreams when I sleep. But many dreams I have, I allready know for 10 maybe 15 years, but they still seem to return. Dreams about swimming (I have 3 different ones in those). I also dream about lanparties (have 2 of those, pretty nerdy or what). I also dream about some big house castle something with cozy hidden rooms. Doesn’t really make sense. I even dream much about a maze basement, a little scary though.. I started making  notes about my dreams that return. And I have like 12 dreams who return pretty oft. I wanna know from you guys: do you have dreams that oft return and about what is it? Leave a comment!

Last Saturday Sid came over and it was, as usual, freakin’ goood. It’s always nice to just laydown in his arms and just enjoy the moment with him <3 We watched Charlie and the chocolat factory, saw that movie like 5times now, but it’s still cool (Johnny Depp ftw!). It’s so weird that time flies by so fast when Sid is around, but oh so good to have him with me. And he always asks me why I laugh when he looks at me. He just makes me smile, even when I don’t want to smile So I thought about this last night while I couldn’t sleep because of my headache and I wrote him a poem. Maybe he is right that I’m sweet But so is he!

And tonight it’s  time for “The Dreamy Show” and as usual I’ve got some nice music lined up for you, but you can always make requests or shoutouts and you can also call me live during my show via Skype! For more details, click the banner below!

So tonight The Dreamy Show on ClanBaseRadio from 7-9pm CET. Make sure to tune in!